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He d fucked Sienna. While another man did too. It hadn t been about making love. It had been about
showing his dominance. About proving he wouldn t walk away, wouldn t give her up. And it left him
feeling like a piece of shit.
Yeah, the sex had been unbelievable. Orgasmic-type unbelievable. He doubted he d ever come harder
in his life. And yes, knowing another man was inside Sienna at the same time was a turn-on unlike anything
he d ever imagined before. Her pussy had squeezed him like a velvet glove. Squeezed more come out of his
balls then he d ever have believed possible.
Could he have stopped what he d been doing and walked away? Hell, no.
Did he enjoy what they d done? Hell, yeah. Physically anyway.
Psychologically? Not so much. Every shred of common sense had told him not to walk this route. Not
to compete for Sienna s attentions. But the boy he d been, the parentless boy who d desperately craved
love and attention, had refused to listen.
His mother had walked away. He couldn t let Sienna do the same. Not when he d just found her
again. He d stayed, believing he was fighting for her. But fucking a woman at the same time as she fucked
her fiancé was not a fight. It was a debauched, twisted sense of logic. A fucked-up kind of a way of proving
he was better than Ben.
He wasn t. A better man would have left. A better man would have let Sienna get back to the life she
was born to lead. Not stayed on in case her fiancé proved Josh was the one she wanted.
The self-loathing intensified, made him sick to his stomach.
Yes, he d fallen hard for Sienna. But he d called it from the first. He was the rebound guy. Sienna
wasn t over Ben. She wasn t ready to move on, and her willingness to jump straight back into bed with her
ex proved that.
He should have listened to his gut instinct and left her this afternoon after they d gone sailing. He
shouldn t have gone back to her room, and he shouldn t have made love to her. Not then, and not now.
Sienna was too good for him. She d always been too good for him, and his willingness to share her
just proved that.
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He slipped silently out of the bathroom, assuming Sienna and Ben had fallen asleep.
He d assumed wrong.
Sienna lay in Ben s arms, blissfully unaware of Josh s presence, laughing softly at something Ben had
said. Ben smiled at her, a smile that lit up the fucking room.
It killed Josh to admit it, but they looked good. They looked& happy. They fit together, like a couple
should. Comfortable in each other s arms. Familiar with each other. In love.
They looked so fucking in love, it tore through Josh s chest, ripping at his heart, slamming it against
his ribs, bruising it forever. The pain hit hard, and the air whooshed from his lungs.
Ben looked up. You re out of the shower? he asked, oblivious to Josh s torment. Cool. I ll use the
bathroom. He gave Sienna a long, hot kiss before shifting out of bed and strolling across the room naked.
The second the bathroom door closed, Josh striped off the towel and pulled on his undies and shorts.
Sienna sat up, the sheet covering her from her waist down. Her luscious breasts bounced as she made
herself comfortable, and it was all Josh could do to stop himself from jumping right back into bed with her.
He raised his gaze higher, noticing a dark splotch on the side of Sienna s neck.
Ben had left his mark.
It made Josh want to hit him again, but he stayed his impulses, pulling his shirt on instead.
You re getting dressed? Sienna asked, confused.
Josh nodded.
But& why?
Christ, her lips were all pouty, begging for a kiss. I m going back to my room.
She narrowed her eyes, as if she couldn t understand him. Why?
Josh slipped on his Havaianas and sat beside her on the edge of the bed with a heavy sigh. He took her
hand, brought it to his mouth and kissed it. When I was a kid, I had a ridiculous crush on you. You
weren t just my nightly wet dream, princess. I loved you my entire way through high school. He breathed,
an ache in his chest making the very action almost impossible. Seeing you again today was a fantasy come
to life. A chance to realize every childhood dream I ever had.
It was my fantasy come true as well, Sienna whispered.
Thing is& Josh hesitated, unsure how to verbalize his thoughts. In all my fantasies, I never once
imagined being with you and another guy. In my dreams, it was only you and me.
I know. Sienna blushed, the crimson in her cheeks only making her look lovelier than ever. I never
imagined myself with two men either.
Josh took a deep breath. I fell in love with you all over again this afternoon.
Her mouth dropped open, forming an O. The rounded lips begged him to seal his confession with a
kiss.
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Instead he continued speaking. Fell in love the way a man loves a woman, not the way a kid lusts
after a girl.
Josh, she breathed, but he cut her off.
I can t do this, Si. I can t share you. I can t pretend I m okay making love to you while you make
love to your fiancé. Razor blades seemed to tear at his throat. I m not, and I never will be.
Again Sienna tried to speak, but he placed a finger over her mouth, shushing her. He loves you,
princess. I can see that. You can see that. He wants you back. And the thing is& Deep breath. You can do
this. The thing is, I think you should go back to him. There. He d said it. And he was still alive. His heart
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